Dear diary...

"what's in your mind?" sometime I was thinking this question and I had a lot in my mind. But I can't to make it out. Not only in my mind, in my heart too. I want it to make them out, but... I can't! it's so make me like a stupid girl. I know I must, but with my logic I can do my self. 

this not the first I can't do it. am I will be like this? I not brave enough to share it with my best friend, I still afraid to said what I feel about my feeling. Sometime I feel alone if I was thinking about it. I have much questions in my mind that don't know even my self.

 "am I do is right or not?" I had a lot best friend that can to understood about me, but that still not enough for make me to be brave to do anything. I'm always to use good face in front of my all friend, if I have problem in my self. I don't wanna make their to worries about me. I love them, very love them and that can't be I show it with eveything words.

 I wont to lose them. I will save their in my memories untill I die. thanks a lot my best friend.

 With their, I feel comfort and I can forgot all about my problem or something that distrub me. 

Me is me.... and nothing that changes about me. I don't care anymore about my problem, if I'm with them. I always pray th good thing for them.